Those In My Heart

No joke, I think freeing yourself from gachas is so hard because a lot of them are really good at gripping with your flavor of the month, limited time events/characters that will never ever come back so you better get them now or never and other stuff I'm probably missing. Like I was legit waiting for my 30 day pass to end next month in HSR but now they have the collab where, you guessed it, has limited one time only units get them now or never.......

I want to quit or at least slow down a lot because I'm genuinenly not enjoying myself and don't see the point of staying to grind and be miserable. Don't get me started on the fandom OML.

OVERALL I'm just saying that fandoms can go either way: the best thing ever or the most exhausting shit ever. No inbtween. And if you feel exhausted then it's cue to take a break. Also gacha fandoms tend to the enfant terribles because they tend to feel very entitled and the shitting on other is neverending.

Have you ever seen such beautiful art, very polished and with vibrant colors that completely miss in conveying any emotion?

Man, I feel like an whole for saying this but this person has many followers and gets like 20k likes per post qhile doing every single popular ship in the fandom so they're not gonna get bothered by some random person on the internet trying to figure out why they don't feel strongly about their art. Lol

But seriously, I've followed them for a long time and couldn't put my finger on why I wasn't enjoying their art as much. And I think that's it. It's very beautiful aesthetically but lacks emotion. :|a maybe I'm just nitpicky. But.... Idk, man. I feel nothing when seeing it. Just "nice set, very clear " and that's it. HUMMMMMM FEELINGS SEE HADD TO CONVEY HERE.

The only way this person is able to convey their characters emotions is through dialogue rather than expression. Their characters will talk about being sad but will never look sad. There is no story telling as well. Just pretty portraits and informed emotions.

Man, I really do feel like an ahole for writing that but I just couldn't point out why it bothered me so much until now.

Also my back hurts. :((((